Well i am going to try to use this as a vent if you will. even though I go see someone, the idea disgusts me of sharing everything with one person. It gives them too much control over me. So maybe if i just vent about each day here it will all work. Ill feel better. today I took my dogs to the beach for the first time. They were nervous but i think they had a good time. It was cold and windy, but i still had fun. I hid out till i had to go to work at 5. I worked till like 7:25ish. Had a good germanesque dinner. I realized i needed to clean my room because it had become more of a cave than a living area. I try talking to my friends about what i feel, but they don’t give me any advice i can use. Typing this i feel like some emo teenager, but i know i have been through more than any of them could imagine. Attempted rape, abusive relationship, major car accident, lost my job, lots and lots of dead people, my whole life changing without me having control…. I could go on and on. I just fed my cat so i should finish up my bed and go to sleep. My lark is coming home tomorrow and i got puppies to play with in the morning.
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I must be bad at this…
well I got a big cut on the bottom of my foot and got to hobble around for an extra week. Still havent posted the pics of the smushed car. I want to, but it just never happened. Had my birthday. Had midmidterms. Thought “I hadnt posted in over a week.” I have been hiding in my room, with House and cable tv to confort me. Not cool. So as an effort I will find that camera, and post those pictures!
Maybe after Bones and House…..
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Well here is a little blogging site that i want to start cause i realize i live an interesting life. So if you like it comment on it!
